The touch of rape.

Sorrow in my heart,
Sadness in my eyes,
Tears running down my cheek,

Fears in my life,
Dieing in my soul,
Not understanding why,

The fears in my dreams of dieing,
Of getting raped then being killed,

Although I dont think about that,
But it is still in my dreams,

Rape is that fear,
It almost happened once,

I dont wont it to happen again,
I was depressed and scared ever since then,

A guy that hurt me inside and out,
A guy that I could never forgive,

That one person that should have never lived,
The hate in my heart and soul,

The fear in my heart of it all happing again,
I cant handle that again,

I never know if I will wake up,
And it could happen all over again,

That one touch that has got me stuck for ever,
That could never go away,

The pain will never go away.

To be continued