I Wish I Wasn't

I wish I wasn't in love with you
Maybe that would stop my heart from crying
from all the pain you put me through

I wish I wasn't longing to touch your skin
Maybe that would stop me from feeling this way
and hopefully stop my hopes of what we could have been

I wish I could go back to the day before we met
Maybe it would take the pain away
Along with all the regret

I wish I wasn't crying myself to sleep every night
Maybe then it would be easier to lay on my pillow
and everything would just be alright

I wish I wasn't still clinching your picture, oh ,so tight!
Maybe that would stop the paper cuts
then I would be able to forget your sight

I wish I wasn't still hoping you will come back
Maybe then I could close my eyes a lot easier
then my heart wont break from what I lack

I wish I wasn't sitting here writing out my heart
Maybe then the tears will stop
then My heart will stop breaking apart...

Maybe..Maybe..I just wish I wasn't in love with you...