Her not Me

He walks me home every day
Laughing and talking the whole damn way
My heart flutters when he gives me that smile
I melt inside
I long to call him mine
He tells me how great she is
I'm stuck to pretend I'm happy for them
I hate how love sprung she has got him
He hugs me and tells me goodbye
I close the door behind him as I start to cry
He is the one I dreamed of all these years
He is the reason for all my tears
But I bet she is amazing
more amazing then I could ever be
To have him love her
and not me