Looking

I'm looking at pictures that
You put on your myspace
I'm crying
As I look at you
And your girlfriend

I've never felt
So hurt
I still love you
Don't you see that?

I'm still sitting here crying
I can't believe you're with her
I can be so much better

You used to love me
You told me that you would never
Break up with me
Now look
You broke up with me
And I'm here crying
You didn't keep your promise

I feel so hurt
I want to feel better
And I know
Cutting myself
Will make me lose my best friend

On top of that
My parents are still fighting
So now I cry not only about you
But about them also

I'm trying to move on
With my life
I have tried
To forget you and
Move on

You used me as
An experiment
Don't worry
I know it's true

I feel trapped
Trapped by you
You never seem
To disappear
When I want you to

Why do you ignore me?
It kills me deeper inside
Sometimes I think you're mad at me

I don't think you should have been
My boyfriend
I wouldn't be so hurt
And you would be talking to me
A lot of the time
I wish
I had never told you how I felt
We wouldn't be like this
If I had
Not said anything
I guess
I can't change the past