My Tears Express

Laying in your arms,
Your lips upon my neck.
Tears prick at the back of my eyes,
Why am I such a wreck?
Things aren't the same,
As they once used to be.
Please be honest,
While we were apart did you ever dream of me?

You speak of a future,
That you believe in so strongly.
A place of our own,
It sounds so lovely.
Look me in the eye and say you believe,
Say you really believe we will last that long.
That you'll love me forever,
And you wont do me wrong.

My head is learning to ignore my heart,
Its about time I must say.
Think logically,
But don't run away.
He used to love you,
Maybe someday it will be the same.

My tears express,
What my mouth cannot-will not say.
I'm happy you're back,
But I'm scared you wont stay.
My tears count the days,
That Ive loved you (for so long).
Its just that I'm beginning to think,
That you don't love me (in return).

You were with so many,
When I was with none.
My body, mind and heart,
All saved for someone who was gone.
But you went your way,
And you let yourself go.
I couldn't look at another,
Without muttering a crisp no.

I wish I could let the past go,
And start over from scratch.
But that would be blasphemy,
We cant just go back.
We loved,
I left.
We loved,
You left.
Please don't make me regret,
What I'm about to say.
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I'm yours for good Sean,
I'm here to stay.
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Push me away,
And Ill push too.
But pull me in,
And Ill never stop loving you.