Demise of My Sinuiside

Under the setting sun is where I admitted my wishes of death
And why I cry without reason other than to calm my unrest
And I think of the girls that I once knew, found them high on ecstasy
Which led me to believe they're all much happier then me,
I think.

A Heart is broken without losing love
A Soul goes finally spoken and plans a trip above
A Fight has been lost and life will soon end
Hopefully, my after life will soon begin
Suicidal

I contemplated ending it all and shooting myself in the head
But I went to town and drowned myself in liquor instead
Where I believe I went home and passed out in bed
Though the details are not quite as clear as needles and thread
Memories hazy

A coward walks past the path that leads out
Filling his emptiness in alcohol and self doubt
A coward he is and a coward he shall remain
Until he can rid himself of this lonely pain
Courageless

What could possibly extricate me from this place?
Deciding upon the best approach to put me in my place
How sharp does the knife need be to cut my ties to this place?
I wonder where my will to live has been displaced..
Distorted Reality

A sadness takes over and he slowly breaks down
His life seems worthless and his cries resound
His courage kicks in and he formulates his plan
His life slowly slips from his bleeding hands
Deceased

When a heart breaks, its never really broken
But that doesn't prove true in my suicide
Look at me, I'm dead and I was only eighteen
The details are obscured but its obvious what I came to decide
A Tragedy