Forbidden love

I'm sick...
I'm tired...
what else could go wrong...
I'm in love...
i cant help it...
my love for him is so strong...
i feel like all hope is lost...
theres no use in tryin...
i lay on my bed at night and i feel like cryin...
i love him so much...
why cant he see it...
i feel like he sits there and doesn't care...
i can tell when I'm in love...
every time i see him i cant breath theres no air...
it feels like our love is forbidden...
nothing will ever happen...
iv fallen deeply in love with him...
i love him so much...
i hope he will soon realize...
that i will forever be by his side...
he makes me happy...
then why do i feel sad...
i don't get love...
it makes me feel bad...
i love him so much...
i hope he'll regret his choice...
he knew what he could of had...
he missed his chances...
and now its to late...
why do i love him so much?...
i just DO!...