In the end

I knew that it would come
this day, at this time
part by part I'm breaking down
the sun, no longer shines

the clear whiteness of the clouds
in a black crystal sky
floating ever so slowly
makes me wonder why

The warmth you feel inside
when your hearts been sown
it disappeared from me sometime ago
and now I'm totally on my own

I'm wrapped together so tight
my feelings locked within
shouting,cursing,pain and tears
i knew in the end fate would win

this pencil drained of any words
my body cold as ice
an urge, rolling around in my mind
now its time to roll the dice

no one here to stop me
my mind is like a fuse
the trust in myself, totally demolished
and now,in the end,i lose...