Medicate Me Numb

Anger builds within
Out of my mouth, it's harmful words flow
I try to stop it
But the anger just grows

It says things i don't mean
It does things i don't want to do
This anger controls me
If only you knew

If only you knew
That anger came from my pain
Then you wouldn't try to
Mark me insane

The pain comes from everywhere
In any which way
It's absorbed into me
Leaving my insides to decay

If only you'd understand
That i could use the help
Just someone to talk to
So i don't explode and yelp

Maybe they can medicate me
Give me something to rid this pain
Something in which
My anger it would contain

Medicate me numb
So i won't feel
The pain and the anger
Of life's ordeal

But for now
I'll hold this all in
Waiting for the anger to explode
And the fights to begin