The letter of deception

So this is what its like...
to fall in love...
you know?my mind goes blank...
cant concentrate...
cant breathe...
it causes me pain and suffering...
It makes me wish you were here again...
i miss you...
and when i try to fall in love again...
It ends with a slit on the wrist...
Never should end...
The story of a sad person...
with no one to love...
it hurts...
and when i try to forget you...
I want to kill myself...
but dont worry...
Ill keep my cuts shallow...............................