Cant Sleep. Cant get over you.

I broke up with you.
To end all this pain
But you wont let me go
So im going thru it all again.

I remeber the first time we kissed
I remeber every word you said
All the memorys
Replay over an over in my head

I try an sleep at night
But im up thinking about you
How can i still be in love
After everything you have put me through

Been with other guys
But still your on my mind
An i dont think this pain will fade
In any amount of time.

I paint my nails
Do my hair
I try an move on
Acting like i dont care

i look at my scars
hate grows in my eyes
How can i love you
after all the lies

We were over 3months ago
We were through
But in the end you never really
let me get over you.

I need a new start
but the memorys lie on my wrist
Come one god erase everything
Starting with our first kiss

Looking forward To another sleepless night
More tears Flowing down my cheeks
Looking forward to the never ending memorys
that Dont let me sleep