Im crying because there so many secrets
I cant tell
He has been hurting me in alot of ways
Almost like every day
He trys to make me worse
He know what hes doing
When i heard those things about my past come back to me
I wanted to kill myself
I might of even tryed
I felt so bad
I need to fight this on my own
There is so much i hold inside
Im not strong anymore
Im fadding
I need to be stronger but i dont know how
I cut last night
As the blood ran down my hand
As i saw it hit the floor
I closed my eyes
I made up a differnt life
Were i was safe
I told mom it was a mistake
I was jsut scared to tell the truth
All of this pain i hold inside
It will be there last thing i will feel befor i die
I need help but there's nothing i can do!
