Trapped

Stuck in this life
No future to come
Waiting for the day
When i get married
to someone else
and live my life with my heart forever locked away
I'm forced to every thing
Why not this the same?
My existence after all is only for their gain
They call themselves parents
Yet they don't raise me at all
They depend on those around them
Those that help me fall
One day you'll wake and realize
Why i hate you so
and why i betrayed you
because it was the only way I could free my soul
free it from the shackles
free it from the pain
of everything you caused me
everything i lost that i could have gained
Life was made to live
live as one wished to be
not be lived stuck in between your age and money
and the investment to your prosperity
i hope you understand
maybe someday you will
and if that ever happens
we'll heal the atmosphere from our chills