Your decision

DARKNESS and despair
the essence of your existence
and my hope that you care
Obsessive compulsions
the urge to call you mine
a lighter future ahead
and the words that speak your mind

Deep incision
thats the choice that is made
your decision
is the route you shall take
driving deeper into my existence
with a whisper comes the blade
a talon of dreams
entwined with a voice that fades

lights that flourish
the grounds that shake
broaden your vision
till you see whats at stake

my invisibility unbinds
the transparency is unclear
revealing your heart that is kind
and those sweet eyes that I fear

Through their reflection
is the ocean that I love
through our interactions
are the answers from above
you are my distraction
from my past en which I revolve
and with every action
I am lost in your arms where I fall

Time stands still within your reach
my heart continues to beat beyond relief
of all the days I have tossed and turned
there was a feeling which I yearned
one I sought and no longer seek
and with every word
you mend me where I bleed

I am still confused by my every cry
for you are part of the reason I so hoped to die
but in the end it was you who saved my life
I think of it as I whisper good night
and sweet dreams for you
as I live through another night