A New Path

I thought it was over last year
Obviously not, I still feel the tears
I feel it all over again inside
My head starts to ache, I want to hide
My self control falls apart, almost dies
I start to remember, wishing it was a lie
I realize how much I hate you
I recall every bitter feeling too
It's your own fault it came up
You couldn't just say a simple "sup?"
It hurt me so bad when you told me
That their sadness and pain you could see
It killed me inside when you said
That they were hurting in heart and head
Their problems weren't even half of my own
Both of our feelings were shown
The difference is, me you left
My words were spoken to someone deaf
But you hear them just great
For them you were never late
If I really mean so little
Maybe I'll just go choke on a skittle
Maybe suicide was the better choice
Than these feelings of rejection and no rejoice
You of all people, i thought would understand
But where were you when i needed a hand?
Forget you, forget the sad past
This is the first time i'll say it, and he last
Just leave me here, and never look back
I've ran with you long enough, i'm taking a new path