Wow.
all i can say is that you need to think really really hard before you make any decisions.
love is a tricky thing and definetly with a boy who could possibly break your heart.
in my opinion, you deserve SO much better then that.
find someone who will treat you like you deserve to be treated and someone who will be there for you.
just think long and hard before you fall for this guy.
its about respecting yourself and knowing you deserve better.
good luck and im here if your need any help.
<3 always,
Tay.

Yoou won't change his mind if he's set. It all sounds too complicated. Do you realy want to start something when you're still living a life of lies? Take a step back, start a fresh and then maybe aproach this guy again when you are YOU. Good luck. Things have a way of working themselves out as long as you're honest with yourself and others.

I ment to add, let me know how it goes. Get in touch sometime. Trust me, I've been there and back several times.

I think i am me now, i dont care what anyone else thinks about me becausei know my friends love me for me not for who i know. I think im ready but i judt have no idea what to say to him ? Help ?