With forks and antique knives
I thought we had broken the silence
But it appears I am wrong again
Cause it just keeps getting louder
I don't think you notice darling
That the whole world sees your smile
Bright and easy, such a cheerful face
But I know you're only that way for a while
As I'm sitting under the lovely stars
I'm repeating the scenes in my mind
Seems like the past year
Has been a water ride on a rainy spring day
Such an ignorant waste of time
But I could never part with the smiles
Or the look in your eyes that day in the sun
I remember clearly spoken words
On a computer screen that seemed to fade away
As I read on and on
Followed by tears while my head exploded
With thoughts I couldnâ??t resist but make out
A whole year and we're here again
Do you need me to beg?
Or just gather my stuff and walk away?
Do I need to ask you again?
To leave before this all gets uncontrollable
Like Christmas dinner
When the wine spilled only to leave a stain
At the thought of him kissing her lips
What a drag, another hopeless day
I am begging for you to stop asking me to stay
It isn't fair and it wastes too much time
Whether you notice the cuts and bruises or not
I've never had scars these deep before
The doors close and tears spill
Under different roofs for different reasons
But I think both you and I know
It's been going on for too long
Let's let the music play out
Once and for all
