You told me today...
I tried not to cry..
I tried to hide my pain and betrayed thoughts
how could i not know?
how could you lie to me?
you asked how i felt..
i told you IM FINE!
just leave me alone..
be with him, please.
I try to smile, to laugh off the hurt.
No, really i'm FINE..
i just need some air..
i look in the cupboard
find the bottle above
take 30 pills
to drown out my minds screaming...
i lay on the floor..
alone yet again.
do you see what you've done to me?
