Crazy

Half dead smiles
looks like something off of x-files
and the piles
and the lies I've thought up
are excuses
to tell you i don't love you
and that I'm giving up
my guilty conscience called in sick
i major in deception
with your fake conception
see? I'm not the only liar
but i lie to myself
you lie to the world
I'm watching closely
you don't even notice
i feel like a stalker
but maybe i am
I'll never live that down
kiss me, kiss me
maybe just one last time?
like you mean it
but we both know you don't
neither do i
forget the passion, I'm desperate
i have time to buy
just wasting time
wanting to die
living this lie
hearing you cry
it's just me
don't be shy
now i have this against you
it's sick how my mind works
the wheels keep on turning
thinking up new ways to kill this
to kill you
to kill me
wanting to die!
my weapons are my words
cutting into you like razors
the blood it falls
dripping in a stream
the imperfection is perfect
but don't make a scene
its killing me softly