Don't want to let go of us
but somehow i know i have to
the dream is just too pure
cant discern anything real
too scared to try and make it work
i have so much love to give
afraid to let it show
terrified of losing what we have
i cant seem to keep up
losing faith in my own expectations
love lost in a whirlpool of unalterable vacuity
sorry for the time I've squandered
my wondering mind negligent
how can i apologize for what i have done to you?
giving you hope for something inevitable
i feel venal and remorseful
i should never have said it
i should never have hurt you
i couldn't help but want you
you're so Blithe and bewitching
me the opposite,morose
i wish one day you can forgive my selfishness
but my longing is in vain
