~whoever reading this. yes, this may seem a little strange. basically, the people in the poem aren't alive anymore, and... i thought I'd post it? i dunno. but yeah, er... you might find this strange to read..~
Yikki & Lucy,
You used to mean the world to me
I used to love you so much
Still do... or do I?
I amn't sure how I feel anymore
I'm so sad, to be true.
First Christmas without you...
First New Year I'll face alone
Yikki,
You left me
When I needed you the most
Let go of my clenching grasp
And fed me to the devil
That, I cannot forget
I hate you so much for it
And I can never love you again
If you were here, I'd tell you
How hurt you made me on that day
You turned into HIM...
How could you do that to me?
I thought you loved me...
Well, you clearly don't
Clearly didn't, clearly never have...
Lucy
Spirited angel
Love of my life; changed me
Told you my past, then we didn't last
I thought you loved me...
You ran off with the boy
Ruined my life, ruined my past
Still... you were happy with him
"That's all that matters"
I guess you didn't see me cry
And when you died?
Through religious choice
I even considered taking my own life
You used to mean that much to me
Never knew worshiping could kill you
But I guess you didn't see, as usual
Yikki & Lucy,
Now, since you've been gone
I'm alot more happier
You know, getting off pills in the New Year
Stopped cutting now
Suicide is a distant memory
Found a new love
Who loves me for who I am
And I love her for who she is
She cares, you both didn't
I used you for protection
Your job that you failed
And I won't cry for you anymore
I'm gonna stop visiting your graves
I won't whisper to you in the nights
Because you never answer
You never cared
And you never loved me...
So long and goodnight...
