My Sickest Reality Check...

I stare off into space
I go into my own little world
I hit a brick wall

My mind unfolding the sickest reality
Its working over time
Its unfolding things I do not wish to know

I scream
I plead
I try to escape
I try so damn hard to forget

But when 1 minute your there
and the next I see your gone
reality of my mind
unravels the sad truth
that you could've killed yourself
while I was long gone doing my thing

when I read your poetry last
I was worried as xFxUxCxKx for I came back
to see you where no longer there....