Ordinary day

Ordinary day....
Trying to keep my emotions together.
Trying to not break down.
When I see everything around me falling down.
I will not be one to fall, and give up.
I'll hold my head up and smile, even if smiling hurts.
My tears will not show, and my fears will be hiding
Hoping for a better day.
For a day when everything will be in its place.
Nothing and no one will be missing
The day that I will truly smile,
Not because I have to, but because I want to
When I will no longer hide feelings deep inside of me.
Till then this will be my ordinary day.