Loving jekyll and hyde

I've spent my whole day just thinking adoringly of you
Reality and fantasies in mind, struggling to differentiate the two
Thinking of the good and bad in everything you may do
Why cant i figure out which is false and what is true

Some days go by quickly without a flicker of a thought
But when they creep in slowly I'm scared, worried I'll be caught
Because by loving you, i stand against everything I've been taught
No one understands why your worth the tears and faughts

But I've found something in you that no one else can see
The Hyde when your with others, the Jekyll with me
And when i see this person, i know thats where i wanna be
Struggling to show the real you, it's you thats pays the fee

I know that maybe i should give up, and listen to what others say
But then again maybe I'm hoping that one day they'll say "it's okay"
I may have to make a choice between you i don't want it that way
So my one wish for Christmas is that they'll see the real you one day!