I know i'm not supposed to writing this
Maybe it's not right for me to be feeling this
But it's something I can't explain
I'm standing out here in the rain
tryin to figure ouy what I'm feeling inside
But I guess it's what I've always been trying to hide
so that now even I don't understand
what it is the matter at hand
The thing is no one can help me
It's only for me to figure out
But because I'm afraid it could be
the one thing that I doubt
I'm hiding away
I'm avoiding the truth
I'm expressing myself so vaguely
so that my mind I don't loose
I've got to put an end to this
and confrot my heart
with my true feeling
eventhough it is so hard
Coz even if my thoughts I don't accept
They're mine so them I have to respect
