Because of you.

She makes me Sick.
I wonder if her head is that thick.
I can't believe she's my sis.
Each time i see her faced, I get pissed.
Her comments are cruel and lame.
Each time I her Them, I get ashamed.
I have to play tough, I have to play a role.
All i feel is a whole in my soul.
I try to block out what she says.
If not i might show weakness.
I wish she would leave me alone.
So i could write my poem.
I have nothing that's mine.
I have nothing that makes my heart shine.
I want to be glad.
And not constantly sad.
I try to ignore.
But she always says more.
She always tares me apart.
Because of her I don't have a heart.
I'm not EM or anything like that
It's just that she makes me mad.
My mom doesn't help, she's never on my side.
I wish i had a place to hide.
I wish I had a Place that was my own.
Then i could be alone.
I can't believe she makes me cry.
I can't believe that this time i can't Lie !