Forever doesn't exist.....

Forever doesn't exist,
It ended,
With our first kiss.....

Forever doesn't exist,
It's color not in hue,
Every time i hear the word,
It brings me back to you.

Forever doesn't exist,
Though it's used like a drug,
Every false statement of affection,
At their heartstrings tug.

But forever doesn't exist,
It ended, like a dream,
After the moment i saw you,
Before that, forever, it seemed.

Forever doesn't exist,
Echoing in my mind,
It's siren song repeating itself,
Fading not in time.

Forever seems to like,
The freshest of new love,
It laughs, as though it planned to fall,
Bleeding dry the dove.

Forever seems to last forever,
But it's gone in a blink of an eye,
Cause when i thought we'd stay together,
Forever ended in the wake of a lie.

Forever doesn't like to plan,
On staying with your heart and booze,
Forever doesn't exist until,
You've got something important to lose.

It seems like this will never end,
Forever exists, but not to me,
I've been cursed with something worse,
Stuck in eternity.