PAPA

To papa 12/24/2007

you were someone a man that saved the world you gave hope to other and you cared very well. gave me my first Dunant to get it all over my face. was there ever Sunday with a smile on your face you were the first thing on Sunday i would see the one i know would be there with a Dunant in his hand. when we were little and we helped you with the cans gave us each two dollars and we would be all happy. for some reason i thought you would never die i don't know why but i thought you would never be gone... i know it is going to be hard on alot of people but that was because so many loved you so much papa when you get there tell grandma i love her. this is so hard to say good bye because i never thought this day would ever come by.mom she love you more then you could even know she has been crying all night long and i know that she is having a hard time. papa look over me and keep us all safe i wish you were here so i could give you one more big kiss. I'm sorry i never went and saw you it makes me feel like shit but when i saw you before you got bad laying in that bed just killed me to know you may never be coming home again and i could not see you like that because it was not the papa that once loved me... i know it is hard to say bye to loved ones but papa i know you feel much better and are not in pain any more... and know you don't have to take all the pill like you did... now you can go up there and be the fun loving man you are keeping us all safe away from harm... papa i hope on June 7th you are with me to see me walk that Field I'm doing this for you to make you see I'm some one and i have a plan.. papa i will think of you all the time and ever time i have a Dunant you will be on my mind
papa i love you and you are my world merry Christmas and i hope you sleep well
love Nicole
to my papa