Looking for someone

Though my heart feels numb,
A tiny space still leaks out my loneliness,
My heart beats like the sound of a giant's stomp,
Not a day goes by that I don't undergo
in a state of unconsciousness...

It's still a mystery how she really looks,
In my mind her face is vague,
I only see her in my dreams,
Her anonymous image feels like a plague...

The infestation of nagative energy enrages me,
A fear of calamity haunts me,
I have nothing left except myself,
And sometimes I just want to be an old book that is
forgotten in the top shelf...

Help me whoever you are,
Let me see your face vividly,
Because it feels like you're so far,
Soothe my soul into tranquility...

I've been looking for someone I don't know,
But it feels that she's near me though,
I want to find out who she really is,
So I can reveal to her something that rarely exist!