At first i thought
i could never look twice at you
until one night became something different
and those thoughts i had weren't so true
to start with
i thought it was just a bit of fun
i didn't want commitment
but trouble had just begun
we hung around
and watched TV
we drank all night
until we couldn't stand or see
we had some fun
then it came down to
what you wanted
wasn't what we were going to do
we had some fights
and disagreed
i missed your company
but space was a need
i started to ignore you
because i wasn't ready
i wish i hadn't
we could have just taken it more steady
i lost you the moment i did that
because it would never be the same
i tried and tried
but of it nothing ever came
i started to lose hope
as we began to be friends
i thought that would be how it was
and thats how the story ends
until one day
i saw you smoking
i sent you a message
and you knew i wasn't joking
i told you what i wanted
and vowed to stop playing mind games
you told me how you felt
and thats how the story changed
i always seem to want
what i can't have anymore
because now i can have it
I'm not so sure
I'll try to make it work this time
although i can't promise forever
i can promise not to hurt you
and i can tell you that I'm happy for now that we're together
