Just one of those days

Just one of those days
When you would sit in the empty room
Trying to find that familiar smell of his cologne
Searching every inch of the room
Only to find that he's not there anymore
And begging for his love ones more..
In this darkness
You let your tears drop
Hoping this time is the last time
the last time feeling this pain
Deep down inside...u tell urself
"This is it...it'll end tonight"
But you know....
When u wake up the next morning
Next to your soaked with tears pillow
You'll have to go through the same damn things ones more
All over again
Starting from
"Just one of those days"