Not The First, The Last Or Only

I no i'm not the first to feel this pain that shreds my heart
But it doesn't make it easier to get it to restart

I no I wont be the last to lose my shattered soul
But it doesn't seem possible to ever find it whole

I no i'm not the only girl a man has burnt and striped
But never can I heel the mind he took apart and ripped

I no i'm not the only one to cry myself to sleep
But secretly I sometime wish to fall into the deep

I'm not the first, the last or only, when will it end
Will it happen times again, a curse to re-offend

So why keep on trying, when happiness is so cruel
Will it ever get easier for love to hurt its fool.

Copyright C.Richer 2007