My eyes begin to fill with tears
from every hurtful word you said
every lie seems too hurt worse then before
and ii just cant get "i love her" out of my head.
with every look and every touch
means so much more then you see
because with everything i have i believe what you say
even though in the end it feels like its killing me.
u tell myself the same thing after every lie you say
he means its he really means it this time i know its true
but over and over its just a lie
and once again i realize I'm nothing to you.
your going to forget but I'm always going to remember
you were my first and so much more
i just wish that i could have mattered to you
but your always to busy being nothing but a w h o r e.
and after all the pain tears and lies
i don't know why i still love you!
but i always will no matter what happens
even if i already know you never gonna love me too.
