Dear person whom I cannot recite your name, For every time I hear it, it only causes pain. I just want you to know that I no longer cry, Over you anymore, instead I'm flying high. Although I still have deep feelings for you, Deep down I know your feelings werent true. What helps me through the day are my friends, People who are there, throughout the very end. I will no longer cry my heart out over you, Why cry for someone who wont cry over you? What disappoints me the most is your true arrogance, Instead you cast your mind with lies and ignorance. How could you possibly think its alright? To pretend I dont exist after you left me that night. It cascaded from an empty gesture of hello, To a smile you'd represent to a stranger you dont know. The time you left me couldnt have been more worse, Through exam stress, it was a truly hurtful curse. Day after day, with no support around me,
I was left alone to shed stinging tears of self deceit. I even thought that you might want me back someday, I was wrong; you never did want me in that way.
I was a game, a challenge for you to proceed, You succeeded in taking what meant the very most to me. I may have lost friends who arent worthy of my trust,
Countless times of pain forsaking lies; left in disgust. But it is you who I feel genuine sympathy for;
You gave up on fate; cowardly leaving it like I did before.
I can't wait; waiting for you is like summer with snow, Impossible and disappointing nothing will ever grow. To this day, Ive kept my feelings for you down at heart, Cause you can't 'handle' a girls true feelings; it'll tear you 'apart'. For you're a boy of aged 18, who acts as if hes 12, Mindless self-assertion, only thinking for yourself, Now Im not saying you arent a nice guy cause you are,
But when it comes to commitment... you're the fool from afar. The pain is still as real, as when you left me on my own, But Ive learnt to not to care or wish about the unknown, But to seek for the positive in this life that I hold so well, Maybe not now, or even soon, but Ill be strong as I can tell. this is to every girl who has been dumped out there! be strong! and look ahead, show them you're not upset! show them you can be strong and live for what you believe in :
Summer almost up but first we have to say good-bye we been through so much from this past yr we all came together.. I just wish it isn't too late for my heart to mend.
