If she's out there... (sorry for all of the hopeful bs to everyone else reading 'zis) I'm sorry Christmas was so s.h.i.t.ty this year. I hope you didn't have to work.. though I know you probably did just because life's being a little biach... I know you always have a nice meal (more like amazing desserts) for Christmas... hope you get to have that this year.
... dang, if only I had a magical lamp to fix everything.... all these bs "hopes" are rather worthless.
once again, I'm sorry.
And for once I actually have reasons to apologize... a LOT of reasons.
