Keep it to yourself.

And everyone sees her as the heart breaker
the girl who goes through life tossing her cares
aside and living in and only in the moment
with a smile on her face and the world to share it with.
but secretly she'd dying for the day when someone will break her heart, she'd falling in love with the unknowns
that tear her world apart and make her tears crash down her face and glide into the sheets. shes waiting for the day when the world makes sense again and hoping it never comes. everyone sees her as the girl who laughs off her worries and moves on in an instant. but its the confusion and insanity holding her together, the stressful thoughts laying in piles around her feet that keep her contained
...and they thought it was a joke when she says "I'm going crazy"

but its okay...she likes having all this to herself.