Ill never be okay.

My pain No one can understand
Im showing how i feel with cuts on my wrist
An im begging to wounder
If i took my life, Would i be missed.

theres only so much pain
One person can take
An you boy Fukd me up!!
Your my biggest mistake

I cant believe i trusted you.
Let You into my soul
i gave up my virginty
An now i will never be whole

Im standing on the edge of the world
Ready to jump end my life
Cause for once in my life i want it all to end
I dont wanna jus turn to my blade or knife.

I dont wanna be here
Cause my worlds Crashing down.
I look so hard for happyness
But none can be found.

People say Sarah
Are you okay
But how can i be
When i still have the pain from yesterday.

These memorys
Are burned into my heart
An when ever i think back to them
My world comes crashing apart.

This pain
Cant be washed away
Cause theres scars On my skin
Which remind me everyday.

Im 14 years old
Ready to take my life.
maybe if i go to sleep,
Thing will eventually be alright.

nah im dreaming
Ill never be okay
Cause the boy i loved.
Crushed me an threw my heart right away