My love 4 u

I wonder if u think of me,
i wonder if u ever cared.
i want to call and ask u,
but I'm way to scared.

i loved u so much,
but i guess u don't feel the same way.
i knew that in my life,
u would never stay.

i would do any thing
4 u to come back into my life.
i miss u so much,
I'm at the knife.

i need u so much,
u have no idea.
when u talk to me,
u make life so clear.

i act like nothing happened,
as if every thing was the same.
as if every thing we had
was just a game.

every night i cry over u,
my love 4 u is pure and true.
but now that its over,
my life is all blue.

sure i have other guys,
but i still cant move on.
in my life.............
u are always number 1