Just fade

I pick up the gun
you say this is not fun
looking up at the sun
my life is now done

you start to cry
just wanting to die
you told me you love me
but that was a lie
all i can do it try

memories start to fade away
of that very depressing day
every night you start to pray
that we will be together

you left me so alone
to leave my emotions behind
will be a step forward
to getting over you
sorry but we are through