If Tomorrow Starts Without You R.I.P mom. 12\19\07

If Tomorrow Starts Without You

If tomorrow should start without you
And I don't get to see you another day
I know you'll be watching from far above
If I have to say goodbye sooner then I would like
Ill try to understand what it might be like
To have an angel call my name
And tell me that ill be in no more pain
I know you loved me as well as I love you
But mommy it hurts I miss seeing you
I still shed a lot of tears thinking about the fun we had
And all the crazy memories the good and the bad
I know you had to leave your home for the one
Up in the sky but thinking that your gone makes
Me really want to cry, I know I will see you when I get
There but it hurts along the way especially since we
Didn't tell each other what we really needed to say
If I could rewind time if only for a day I would tell
You everything except goodbye, because goodbye
Is forever and this is only for a while so I would
Say see you later and kiss you one more time
And walk away slowly so you wouldn't see me cry
Although you're in a better place I still wouldn't mind
Seeing your face if only a glimpse would make
Me happy, but all I really have to do is close my
Eyes because till the next time you're always in my heart
So mommy don't worry about me ill be just fine
When tomorrow starts without you ill just close
My eyes and simply whisper I love you one last time