Laying on this floor crying
you left me here so alone by myself
unwilling to start over with new options
once you have hurt me there is no way of going back
this drink that's sitting on the table
into my amusement i stare
slowly getting closer to the glass of mystery poison
but i forever promise you me hand in friend ship UN-leaving
this little instrument by my side shines so brightly
in this darkness of my room i lay to my death
healing of my wounds never fail me
i take that shiny instrument & cut so deep,
that i begin to bathe in the blood of mine
forever i promise to stay away to live
this never seems to fail i begin to look
i found my stick & wish to be alone
to enjoy my limited time that i may have
living this life is so horrible & wrong to a point
forever i promise to me secret love to never do it again
nothing matters & no one cares
does anyone try to care about me
i cant go on without someone to have my back
when I'm scared who will be there
forever i promise you i will never leave you alone
to all these things i promised you
what will become of it
i promised you so much now
but what will you forever promise
