Missing him constantly.

Love is harder than it looks.
It's not like the movies or
any of the books. It can't be
explained, but I'll tell you this..
You can fall in love with just
one kiss.

There's always that one person
that won't love you back. You
give them your whole heart, but
it's their love that you lack.

I gave him everything I had. Now
I'm left with nothing, heartbroken
and sad. The days roll by extremely
slow...knowing I'll never let him go.

I wish that I could truthfully say that
I don't need him to be okay. Without
him I don't think I'll be fine. I want
to be able to call him mine.

Giving away my heart and soul is
finally beginning to take a tole. I'm
holding on to a lost cause. I want to
go back and put it on pause.

I'd stop at the moment our lips met. I'd
make it a memory he wouldn't forget.
Maybe then I could finally be as perfect
as he is to me.

As much as it hurts to see you and her
together. If you're in love, I hope you
last forever. I know that you will never
see everything that you mean to me.

The thing in your future that I wish for
you is to not go through what I did
for you. </3