My life is mine not yours!

Don't ask me why i chose the blade, don't ask me why i need it to feel okay, don't ask me how i got this way, stop asking me these unanswerable questions, stop judging me with your piercing stares, and just leave me the hell alone, my life is mine not yours! don't take my blade away, the only thing that keeps me here, don't worry with the blade I'm fine...i swear.

[ how i felt when i was forced to see a therapist]