by NashvilleBlues Dec 27, 2007
category :
Sadness, depression /
other
Waking up seems to be the hardest part - It leads to the everlasting battle with the mirror. But this isn't the battle with "Am I too fat?" or "Do I need to lose weight" - the typical battle a girl refers to. It's no longer the outer appearance that matters. My reflection is no longer familiar. It's a distorted image that has been formed for me. One that I have little control over. As I gaze into my sparkling blue eyes they only appear grey to me. The brightness - the light - has left them - the liveliness of them has disappeared - no longer an ocean of color - but a storm cloud - a color? Or lack thereof? Nobody can see past the beautiful eyes they see - such sadness lies within. Sadness caused by secrets screaming to be let out - the secrets hold betrayal and lies within them. A secret pain lies within these once lively blue sapphires. A pain that controls me - no matter how much I don't want to let it. A pain that leaves my heart so ravaged - a pain that I want to wash down the drain with the water as it falls from the faucet to its final destination. A pain that causes such ambivalence. |
by Baby Rainbow
Thats ever so powerful, its very very well put together keep up this work x |