Stuck home

Long days
short nights
without you
it just sucks

stuck home
with nothing to do
besides sitting here
typeing away

no one to talk to
no one here
everyone is leaving
leaving me here
kinda nice
but other ways not

sitting here by myself
gets really boring
don't wanna use the phone
this early in the morning
for i don't wanna wake anyone
and get them mad

have alot of time to myself
to think everything through
that i've been meaning to do
it could be bad for i over think everything
but i think i could use the time
to do something by myself
in this boring time

i wish a friend would come over
but i can't get ahold of anyone
exept for the ones that can't
for my parents would kill me
if i brought them into this house

they hate some of my friends but thats ok to me
it could be a bad thing but there still my friends
im not going to leave them cuz my parents want me to
it isn't a nice reasion at all

people are busy on this week
and all i have to do is sit here in this house
all alone with nothing to do
it sucks but im going to have to live though it all
unfortantly