I wish

I wish i could cutt off every part of me that's ever touched your sick infested skin, you took my first kiss away from me, and made me wish my life would end, i tried to pretend it never happened, but i couldn't every morning that i wake the memories of what u did to me, would rush through my mind, like pain-filled lightening burning through my skin, i tried to fight it but when the day had ended, paranoia and depression had already won. from when the sun came up to when the stars invaded the sky, i was living a lie, trying so very hard not to cry. no one knows of what happened to me that night, and no one ever will. it's one of the many twisted secretes between him and i, but soon enough he'll find that revenge is what I've Been seeking my whole life, so when he finds me with this gun to his head, I'll say because of the kiss, and so much more you stole from me this is how you'r life will end.
[sorry kinda hate-filled i would never actually kill someone, just happened to be what i wrote]