Prison in my mind

I'm worthless, Frozen, Never good enough
I'm ugly, fat.
Living in a wasteland of ice,
Lost inside myself,
Becoming who u want me to be,
No longer who i was,
Ive lost myself inside this sea of tears and self-restraint,
I'm hated, alone, begging for salvation,
Help me, love me, I'm reaching for a saviors hand,
Bring me back into myself,
Pull me back to life,
Wake me from this slumber,
Let me be myself again,
No longer lost inside,
Not who u want me to be,
Bring me to the surface,
Give me one last chance,
To live a life well lived,
Freed from this prison in my mind