Sorry?

I'm sorry I'm so stupid
I'm sorry I'm just me
I'm sorry i screwed up
I just want you to see.
I'm not all smarts
I'm not all looks
you call me a nerd
just look at my books.
I'm crazy, psychotic
all of the above
i tend to smile
give lots of love.
I'm not like the others
make-up and clothes
the way i dress
it really shows.
I'm weird, I'm odd
i scared you away.
i tell you I'm sorry
but theres only so much i can say.