Dear Mom - I'm older now

by Natalie   Dec 28, 2007


I feel the guilt, the hurt, the pain
Nothing can help it, you still complain.
I hid my fears, swallowed my cries
I believed what you said, oblivious to lies.
You said so things, that ripped through my heart
You screamed to me; Best if we part!
I felt so guilty, so bad, so wrong
You've sickened my mind for way too long.
I took my stand, felt good to know
I wont Wallow in pitty, my own sorrow.
I took the liberty, took up your word
I went my own way, now free like a bird.
When i said my time was no longer for you
Your face broke down; showed me what was true.
Your eyes became clear, your voice went dead
you played with my words, i then felt dread.
I knew what went through your mind
All your hopes and aspirations-they simply declined
I left you for that very reason
Suck it up, get over it, don't commit treason.
For always the anger takes your place
It would've been a pitty for me to become the next victims case.

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