Accidental love

I wanted you to know,
but it was just so hard to show,
there is a real me deep within,
though above im a walking sin,
you needed to know,
i couldnt tell you though.

you were an accident,
our love was never meant,
but only by coincidence,
weve been together since,
fate brought us together,
fate will tear apart this crazy endeavor.

i really tried to tell you,
i really wish you knew,
it was a risk i took,
i didnt know the outlook,
i beg for forgiveness,
i didnt mean to get you in this mess.

now look at me,
i took me so long to see,
what you really mean,
if only i had seen,
look at you through it all,
so weak yet still standing tall.

You werent supposed to know,
i had too many foes,
rivalry left unsaid,
too late to mend,
you changed that,
ruined our tit for tat.

You were supposed to survive,
now you struggle to revive,
i can apologies once more,
ask you to forget the time we bore,
but out hearts are entwined,
and you will not be undermined.

forgive me my dear,
i saw our destiny so clear,
but endings arnt always happy,
my words are becoming sappy,
my heart is pounding,
hoping i have the right sounding.

You will never be the same,
you wish i never came,
but your unforgettable,
and im the trouble,
i ask too much,
with my fingers clutched.

just one more kiss,
before i am permanently dismissed,
our electricity thriving,
and you there surviving,
with no rhyming,
just,
love ,
plain and simple.